As I am nearing the end of my first semester in seminary, and preparing for my first meeting with the team I am taking to India, I find myself in a very vulnerable place.
Next month, it will have been 4 years since God began to drastically shift the direction of my life. And it all started at training camp for The World Race. Oddly enough, a *video has recently surfaced that I was in 2 years ago, but had never seen until now (at the time of filming, I was on the mission field in Romania). As I watched the video I was reminded of how much God has done in my heart, and also how much work there is still left to do. In many ways I remain that same girl, struggling to find her place in a world fueled by performance and perfectionism.
Am I enough? Can I really be in seminary? Am I capable of planning and implementing a trip to India to help trafficking survivors?<p><a href=”http://vimeo.com/55033210″>World Race Alumni: Hollis Johnson</a> from <a href=”http://vimeo.com/adventuresinmissions”>Adventures In Missions</a> on <a href=”http://vimeo.com”>Vimeo</a>.</p>
The truth is, I am capable of doing anything God asks of me. The reality is, I cannot do it without him. So today I remember that I am more than enough, but it is only because of God and nothing that I have ever done.
*Thank you Sean Smith for your incredible work on this video!